uhm.. im chelly:) and i like skateboarding, playing video games, styling hair, photography, music, and playing guitar. i make crappy music too:)uhmm.. well, i guess i have decided now, that im going to make this about my eating disorder that i used to have, which still haunts me, and depression which haunts me even though i seem completly extermemly happy, and scene crap cause i kinda miss being a little scenester. i cant now.:/ but i love to talk, i love to listen, and i have very very wonderfull advise, if anyone would take it. well, there ya have it:)

hahax)

person:Why do you have so many scars and cuts? Do you cut yourself?
me:No, a million of knives fell from the sky and landed on my arm, now go away.
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1 year ago
i would do anything to look like that…. 

i would do anything to look like that…. 

(via diaryofanana)

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1 year ago

me. chelly foreman. please dont steal.

everyone dies alone.. ‘least, thats what im told..
so enlighten me… what is the meaning?
when all you love is lost…
the greatest gift, but worst favor is given from the dust and woumb.
your finishing right when youve only just started.
and saying hello to whome youve already departed.
so your good as gone, and youve only just begun..
but your handed the worst of favors….
other will die, while you live on, and soon youll be like one of them.
but no matter how hard you try to break it, with the drugs you take, the knifes you slide against your skin, or the knots you tie in a higher place…
oh, you do push it… and you push it hard.
maby just to see how far you can go..
aquiring money or gifts that gets lost, spent or stolen…
everything you have or had or will have is cursed to leave you someday.
even the lover who rescued you from your self loathing.
oh, how you do love him, so.
and not one has loved you like he has shown.
but the clouds are looming by the sun..
as time goes by, you know what will happen.
that cloud will cast its shadow, covering the light.
and darkness will follow. you have so long, but we hate to aknowlege..
that death is here, and will catch you before you know it.
so like i have heard…
everyone will die alone.
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1 year ago

me. chelly foreman. please dont steal.

ill tell you this secrit… not one man may find the answer to their deepest dreams, or the cocroaches inside their mind.
in webs, they lay, sprawled and twisted in their darkest days.
as the aburn light falls among the scene of the cruelest, hardest night.
many have lost many.
take me home..
in blood and flesh, of this never ending nightt..
no sun will shine, no moon will cry.
opon its earth is only sorrow and darkness..
its all that theese poor souls know.
they wander helplessly and oh so hopelessly..
completly alone, with not one to guide them.
they have no blood, they have no flesh, they have nothing tangable to hold onto.
not even their memories, for nothing exists in this land of the lost..
its name is ironic to even be…
cause it never has, and never will.
oh, now does the light shine?
no, no, not here. no, not here.
this land is made from sorrows and fear.
we couldnt borrow the happieness from the wise. they have none, cause they know what there is to fear.
the death and pain….
and now it is here.
take me home…
in blood and flesh, of this never ending night.
no sun will shine, no moon will cry.
opon its earth is only sorrw and darkness..
its all that theese poor souls know…..
so shine on… shine your sad, sad light.
it is not true… it is not you..
its masked with sadness and hate..
in this relentelss cold night…
with the cold that seeps to the bone…
so you know… that your always alone…..
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